Searching

This message was first delivered at Cove United Methodist Church in Coleman Falls, Virginia on December 30, 2018. It is based on the lectionary texts of Luke 2:41-52 and Colossians 3:12-17.  

Luke 2:41-52 Common English Bible (CEB)

Each year his parents went to Jerusalem for the Passover Festival. When he was 12 years old, they went up to Jerusalem according to their custom. After the festival was over, they were returning home, but the boy Jesus stayed behind in Jerusalem. His parents didn’t know it. Supposing that he was among their band of travelers, they journeyed on for a full day while looking for him among their family and friends. When they didn’t find Jesus, they returned to Jerusalem to look for him. After three days they found him in the temple. He was sitting among the teachers, listening to them and putting questions to them. Everyone who heard him was amazed by his understanding and his answers. When his parents saw him, they were shocked.

His mother said, “Child, why have you treated us like this? Listen! Your father and I have been worried. We’ve been looking for you!”

Jesus replied, “Why were you looking for me? Didn’t you know that it was necessary for me to be in my Father’s house?” But they didn’t understand what he said to them.

Jesus went down to Nazareth with them and was obedient to them. His mother cherished every word in her heart. Jesus matured in wisdom and years, and in favor with God and with people.

I have to admit, I found it a bit jarring when I began looking at the lectionary scriptures for this Sunday. So soon after Christmas, we are already leaping years ahead in the life of Jesus! I wanted to say “no, let's stay in Christmas for just a little longer! Let's sing some more carols and enjoy the baby. Is it already time to take down the lights and the tree?” Well, don't worry – my tree won't come down for at least another week. After all, it took about 10 days before I even got the lights on it! It seemed like the gospel lesson today was already screeching toward Easter with this Passover trip to Jerusalem. And I was just getting comfortable in front of the chestnuts roasting on that open fire. But with the new year upon us – this message of searching and seeking is actually the logical next step after welcoming the Messiah.

Scripture doesn't tell us very much about the life of Jesus between the time of his birth and the start of his public ministry. there are very few stories about the young Jesus in the Bible at all. In the three years cycle of the lectionary they are all read in worship on the First Sunday after Christmas. One year we read the story of Mary and Joseph’s presentation of their son at the Temple and the unusual responses from Simeon and Anna. The next year we read about the holy family fleeing to Egypt to escape genocide. And in the current year we read about Jesus’ decision to stay behind for a few days in Jerusalem to get to know his God a little better.

In my study I came across an interesting question that I had never pondered before: When did Jesus begin to realize that he was set apart and chosen by God to be the Messiah? Whoa...I had never considered that before. I had always assumed that Jesus always knew that he was divine – but then how could he be truly human? I'm sure that scholars could argue this much more adeptly and we could get a dozen opinions from only ten wise men...but I thought it an interesting question of Jesus' self-awareness. I know that when I was twelve years old, I didn't know much about myself and didn't even consider my place in the larger world. I was pretty much focused on starting Junior High and not flunking science. I'm not sure that I really starting asking myself who I was and how I fit into the world until I was twice that age.

The question reminded me of one of my favorite book series, Harry Potter. In the first book we meet Harry who is just living his life...and not a very happy life...when he turns eleven and things change very suddenly! A great big man breaks down a door and tells him that he is a wizard – understandably, it takes Harry a little while to adjust to the idea.

Did Jesus experience something like that in his life? Well, probably not a half-giant breaking down a door...but some increasing awareness that he is different... Did he always know that he was meant to do something important...someone who would change the world? Or did he grow into that knowledge? When? Was it when his mother became pregnant by the Holy Spirit? Was it when his parents presented him at the Temple?

Was it when Simeon and Anna recognized God’s very Spirit in him? Was it when he lingered behind in Jerusalem to ask questions for three days after his visit to the holy city for Passover at the age of twelve? What it when he was baptized and the heavens opened up and a dove descended and alighted on him and the voice of God was heard declaring, “this is my son, the beloved, with whom I am well pleased?” Was it when he opened his public ministry by declaring “’The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to bring good news the poor. He has sent me to proclaim release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go free, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.’ And he rolled up the scroll, gave it back to the attendant, and sat down. The eyes of all in the synagogue were fixed on him”.

Whenever and however it happened for Jesus, it must have in some ways been like it is for all of us. It must have been a gradual realization over time, brought about by a combination of gentle nudges, enlightening conversations, and radical reactions to the world we all inhabit and the role our divine creator God plays in it all. But in other ways, it must have been completely different. After all, none of us is the Messiah, the son of the living God, the one whom we call Christ.

But we are all seeking to know things. At our core, there are questions that we seek answers to. Who are we? Are we the person we are meant to be? What is our purpose? Will our lives make a difference? Why are we here?

Our gospel lesson today describes two searches – Mary and Joseph as they search for their lost child, Jesus. Sermons4Kids often provides me with material when I do the children's time at Centenary and today's lesson had this story for the kids: Has this ever happened to you? You are shopping when an announcement comes over the store's loudspeaker, "May I have your attention please? We are looking for a six-year-old child who is lost. His name is John and he is wearing blue jeans and a red shirt. If you find John, please bring him to the customer service center." How did this child become lost? Perhaps he just wandered off to look at the toys and his parents left him behind. Maybe the child's mother and father each thought he was with the other parent and went on about their shopping. You can imagine how concerned the parents were when they realized that the child was missing. How about John? How do you think he felt? If he was having a good time playing in the toy department, he probably never even knew that he was lost! Have you ever been lost? How did you feel? Were you afraid, or were you confident that your parents would find you and everything would be alright?

It's a sweet story that doesn't end with anyone kidnapped and nobody called child protective services. But it made me remember a time a few years back when several Centenary families were camping up at Jellystone near Natural Bridge. The great thing about camping with cartoon bears is that the kids can pretty much roam from pools to lake to campsites to the river without a whole lot of supervision. I was sitting near the lake when one of the moms came up asking if I'd seen her son Cooper. I hadn't but joined her in looking.

As the minutes passed the panic started to rise in my heart. We became more frantic in the search. It was one of the worst 30 minutes of my life and it wasn't even my kid. He was found but not before his mom grew another hundred gray hairs. I can't even imagine how Mary and Joseph felt when they discovered Jesus wasn't with the group.

At first, his parents did not miss Jesus. They assumed he was traveling with some of their friends. When evening came and Jesus still didn't show up, they became worried. They looked among their friends and relatives but Jesus was no where to be found. So they started retracing their steps. They returned to Jerusalem to search for him there. They searched for three days before they finally found him. And he didn't understand why they were so upset.

He was right where he was supposed to be...didn't they realize that? Why were you worried? No need to search, I'm right where I'm meant to be. And they didn't understand. Which, from a parent's point of view, makes sense. From the parent point of view the place he was meant to be was with them and the group on the trip back to Nazareth. He was not meant to wander off and worry them and cause them three days of heartache and concern. But from the divine point of view...Jesus has the right answer. He WAS right where he needed to be, because he was searching for answers. He was asking questions. He was seeking to know and understand his heavenly father, the one who had sent him on this mission. A mission he may have only begun to understand and embrace.

The second search in our gospel lesson today is Jesus' search for answers; he is developing into adulthood, and—above all— discovering his mission as Son of God. I know this presents serious questions for some people regarding Jesus’ nature as both human and divine. For some, the question is, “Didn’t he understand his own divinity?” For others, the question is, “If he understands his divinity, how authentic was his experience as a human being?” For me it came down to this question, if Jesus always knew he was divine, then how could he have truly had an authentic human experience? And to that question I have had at least a dozen answers in less than a week. The searching for me, continues. And isn't that actually a valuable part of faith building?

A friend of mine who is agnostic has spent many hours – often long into the night - asking me why I believe in God. From time to time he exasperatedly says something like “if there was really a God, why wouldn't he just reveal himself, like write it up in the sky so that there wouldn't be any question?”

He genuinely wants to throttle me when I say “then there would be no need for faith.” I love Gary, but he just doesn't get it. God wants us to choose to believe. The searching is part of the exercise. It is a part of the growth experience. God didn't want us to just pop out into the universe and grovel at his feet – he could have made beings like that...but then where would be the joy in that? He created all these unique and vibrant and intelligent and interesting beings and wants to have an individual and unique and vibrant relationship with each one. By choice. Something that we grow into.

Even when we do get a glimpse of Jesus as a young man, Luke doesn’t go into much detail. He simply says that Jesus was “increasing in wisdom and in years, and in divine and human favor”.

But isn’t that precisely the where journey of Jesus departs radically from ours? All human beings increase in wisdom and in years (if you are lucky, many years), but not all of us increase in divine and human favor. We have the ability – but do we have the will? Are we people that reflect the God that we say that we worship? The God that Psalm 148 we read earlier is talking about? The Lord whose name alone is exalted; whose glory is above earth and heaven. He who has raised up a horn for his people? When God looks upon our heart, is it aligned with his will? His desire to shower love upon all his creation – not just the ones whom we deem worthy? If it is...then you are living a life in divine favor. And probably in human favor – but if you had to pick...which one would you choose? If I had to offend all of my friends and family and coworkers in order to do what was just and right in the eyes of God...would I have the courage to do what I needed to do? Will I stand up to injustice even if it would cost me human favor? With God's help, I will strive to be sure that answer is yes.

Not one of us has increased in divine favor in the way that Jesus did. Jesus increased in divine favor so much that when his disciples tried to describe what it was like being with him, the only words that would suffice were to say that being with Jesus was so holy and so profound that for them it was the same as being in the presence of God! They could not differentiate, and so they began to use divine language to speak of their teacher, their rabbi, the one they called their messiah and Lord.

Certainly, Jesus must have known himself to be fully human; but did he know he was fully divine? Some passages of Scripture suggest he had an awareness of his own divinity. Could this be the reason that he wanted to stay behind and linger in the Temple for a while? Was it because it felt more like home to him than the home he shared with his earthly parents?

We know from the scripture that Jesus wasn't just a casual observer in this encounter in the temple. He was listening to the teachers but he was also asking questions. Though under the law, attendance at the feasts in Jerusalem was obligatory for boys from the age of thirteen, a birthday that was a milestone in the life of a Jewish boy, when they became a Son of the Commandment or Bar Mitzvah; in practice, this legal age was pushed forward by one or two years so that Jesus, after he had passed his twelfth year, came up to Jerusalem for the Passover with his family.

Jesus’ first view of the Temple must have filled him with a great sense of the purpose he had been developing during the quiet years in Nazareth. Attendance at the Temple was obligatory only for the first two days of Passover, after which many of the pilgrims would have returned home again. This is when Jesus stays behind – to continue his spiritual journey.

And that's all we really can know. Luke doesn’t give us any insight into the reasons behind Jesus’ choice. We don’t know how he felt about his understanding of his call. We do know that after this he does return with his family to Nazareth and then we begin to encounter the adult Jesus as he begins his ministry. What he felt and experienced during the intervening years are not recorded in scripture. But we know that when his ministry began, he was ready.

How about us? Where are we in our searching for God? In our development of this relationship? Are we where we want to be? Are we where we need to be? We know the mission – we've got the directions, now we need to continue on this journey of divine and human favor.

Which brings me to my final thought...Father Greg Boyle in his book Tattoos on the Heart addressed this particular concept in a way that I found incredibly comforting and true to my understanding of the heart of God. He suggests that instead of growing in favor with God...since God's love is boundless and unconditional...how could it “grow”? Instead he says that it is us who discovers our favor with God... Rather than growing in favor – we actually realize that we are favorable. Did Jesus become increasingly favorable to God, or did he just discover, over time, that he was wholly favorable?

Have we misplaced Jesus? Gotten so busy in our lives that we look around and discover that we need to find him? Then we should do what Mary and Joseph did...then we will discover him...at his Father's business.

And he is ready for us to join him in this world changing work. Seeing all that we encounter through the eyes of God so that we can share the good news … that Jesus Christ was born and fulfilled his mission of bringing a new connection between creation and Creator. That God so loved the world. That he gave his only son, to walk among us...to experience humanity...to die for our sins and create a new covenant.

Colossians 3:12-17 gives us our instruction: “Therefore, as God’s choice, holy and loved, put on compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Be tolerant with each other and, if someone has a complaint against anyone, forgive each other. As the Lord forgave you, so also forgive each other. And over all these things put on love, which is the perfect bond of unity. The peace of Christ must control your hearts—a peace into which you were called in one body. And be thankful people. The word of Christ must live in you richly. Teach and warn each other with all wisdom by singing psalms, hymns, and spiritual songs. Sing to God with gratitude in your hearts. Whatever you do, whether in speech or action, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus and give thanks to God the Father through him.” Amen

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